Mindful Reprogramming

Yesterday, I posted a tweet about only checking social media once a day, with a metaphor of “it’s like checking the mail.” That tweet got more attention than I expected with likes and expressions of concern, confusion, and support.

I borrowed that metaphor from my boyfriend, but here, let’s build on it. You probably get a lot of mail, right? It’s ads, it’s marketing, it’s fluffy content, for the most part. Maybe it’s the occasional letter or card from a friend—cool!

It’s so tempting to check social media constantly because there might be a *new* thing the next time you look. I know I get caught up in the dopamine rush of newness (!) and get myself spinning on a social media-checking loop. But really, ask yourself: what is that new thing’s worth to you? Is it a letter from a friend, speaking straight to you, or is it a piece of junk mail, addressed to you, the consumer?

For what it’s worth, I checked social media five times today. I spilled a few drops of coffee on my Macbook, so I left it inverted on a table all day. Needing to use the Internet for a couple things on my phone, I quickly got distracted.

As far as I know, no human has the willpower to restrain themselves from the checking loop—or if they do, they’re very worn down and pissed at the end of the day. So, I have Simple Blocker installed on my browser and an app called ClearLock installed on my Android phone. They both help a lot and save me from decision fatigue.

The aim here is really about mindfulness, not about robotically meeting a pre-established quota. And as we know, sharply depriving ourselves leads to frustration and unhappiness. So, maybe I’m not checking “once” but just less overall.

However, the more mindfully I browse the Internet and choose my activities, in general, the happier I am. I like to feel like I’m making conscious choices rather than hypnotically following the patterns that being constantly connected has programmed into my neurons.

The real point here

Hi! I’m Mallory & I’m a Ruby/Rails developer.

So, I bought this domain in late 2014. It started out as a single page blog using Jekyll. I wrote a couple posts for it over the next year—about learning to use Jekyll and then one about fetching donuts, hinting at my reasons for a career change. Recently, I wrote another intro post that I’ve pulled because my inspiration to write my proposed series faded.

I’ve spent a lot of time thinking of how I want the content to be; how I want my voice to come out. Moving forward, this space will be a place where I share my journey to become a professional developer, provide encouragement, give actionable advice & enthuse over more technical topics.

Here is my first piece of encouragement: We’re all in this together!

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Yes, I cross-stitched this for you in Adobe Illustrator.

I’m looking at posting once a week from now & hopefully more.

Looking forward to writing!

Mallory